When did this happen?

So I'm checking out the lineup for the next few months...and I realize I have two tours to help! TOURS!

I went from throwing parties at a barn with a sign (S/o To PJ's Bar&Grill) to participating in multi-city tours. I'd say it's cause for confetti.

Now I have the daunting task of sitting down and doing, for myself, the very services Konstant Kudos is supposed to offer and offer well.

But here's the thing...I went into this thing as a business woman and never even stressed the idea of being the girl in the spotlight....even though I dooo love Beyonce! But now the offer presents itself and I can't say no...even if I have no music that I'm ready to perform!!!! My company will prosper...if I have to wear every hat in my motherF*cking closet.

I paid the piper....and this is what he told me.

Music is the only clarification I know. Everything else just seems to come and go.

It has left me in the oddest of states. Spending countless hours over analyzing the simplest of relationships trying my best to be the next Forbes 500 CEO. I swear I'm going to make that list one day.

Right now, "Butterflies" by MJ is playing in the background (Thanks Pandora!) and it has brought me so much peace to be able to block out the world behind me and work on my little electronic #Cloud9 I've been building (since High School BTW). For once in my life I am exactly what I wanted to be...."Free as A Butterfly." And I plan to return with all my flights heavily documented for the world to see.