I've always been told to "plan for the worst and expect the best" which just so happens to be great words to live by but as I sit here thinking about the type of situations I use this type of logic with I notice that the worst case scenario always seems to be the thing that happens. So now I feel like I the adage should be "Plan for the worst...because that's what's going to happen."
I'm just so sick and tired of being disappointed. Most of my new clients have been disappointments. All of the jobs I apply for have been disappointments. All of the people I've tried to help have been disappointments. Most of the artists I started out with are disappointments. Disappointment after Disappointment and I keep asking myself why and getting no answer in return which is...you guessed it....Disappointing.
Monday, June 4, 2012
Saturday, January 21, 2012
When did this happen?
So I'm checking out the lineup for the next few months...and I realize I have two tours to help! TOURS!
I went from throwing parties at a barn with a sign (S/o To PJ's Bar&Grill) to participating in multi-city tours. I'd say it's cause for confetti.
Now I have the daunting task of sitting down and doing, for myself, the very services Konstant Kudos is supposed to offer and offer well.
But here's the thing...I went into this thing as a business woman and never even stressed the idea of being the girl in the spotlight....even though I dooo love Beyonce! But now the offer presents itself and I can't say no...even if I have no music that I'm ready to perform!!!! My company will prosper...if I have to wear every hat in my motherF*cking closet.
I went from throwing parties at a barn with a sign (S/o To PJ's Bar&Grill) to participating in multi-city tours. I'd say it's cause for confetti.
Now I have the daunting task of sitting down and doing, for myself, the very services Konstant Kudos is supposed to offer and offer well.
But here's the thing...I went into this thing as a business woman and never even stressed the idea of being the girl in the spotlight....even though I dooo love Beyonce! But now the offer presents itself and I can't say no...even if I have no music that I'm ready to perform!!!! My company will prosper...if I have to wear every hat in my motherF*cking closet.
I paid the piper....and this is what he told me.
Music is the only clarification I know. Everything else just seems to come and go.
It has left me in the oddest of states. Spending countless hours over analyzing the simplest of relationships trying my best to be the next Forbes 500 CEO. I swear I'm going to make that list one day.
Right now, "Butterflies" by MJ is playing in the background (Thanks Pandora!) and it has brought me so much peace to be able to block out the world behind me and work on my little electronic #Cloud9 I've been building (since High School BTW). For once in my life I am exactly what I wanted to be...."Free as A Butterfly." And I plan to return with all my flights heavily documented for the world to see.
It has left me in the oddest of states. Spending countless hours over analyzing the simplest of relationships trying my best to be the next Forbes 500 CEO. I swear I'm going to make that list one day.
Right now, "Butterflies" by MJ is playing in the background (Thanks Pandora!) and it has brought me so much peace to be able to block out the world behind me and work on my little electronic #Cloud9 I've been building (since High School BTW). For once in my life I am exactly what I wanted to be...."Free as A Butterfly." And I plan to return with all my flights heavily documented for the world to see.
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